So it begins(?)...

Something has definitely happened to me.  I still HAVE an ego, but now it's "over there."  I haven't completely dissociated from it, but now I see that besides an ego, I also HAVE a Soul (or subconscious mind).  I always thought I was a "me," but I'm something else, apparently.

This particular "new" me uses the subconscious and the conscious, the right and the left brain, the Soul and Spirit.  If I use both, I AM neither....

Now what?  Is this enlightenment?  It can't be, or I wouldn't be questioning. 

But still, it's the beginning of something big.

The new realization is that I have to integrate these two halves of myself because, up until now, I had thought they didn't belong to me.  Or at least that my emotions had one job and "I" had another.  I was (and still am, but to a MUCH lesser extent) identifying with my function of reason.  How could I if I can examine it?

What/Who am I?  What's the next step?